Tuesday, 15 October 2024

Deconstruction

i
The world is mostly safe and kind –
Clean your teeth, work hard, be good,
Polite, on time, and you will find
That life rewards you as it should. 
Don’t fear the ones who break the law –
They’re far from here, locked up in jails.
Be good, be kind and we’ll make sure
That monsters stay in fairy tales. 

Then
       suddenly 
    everything changed. 

Parents’ faces lined with doubt;
    anxious warnings:

Come straight home. 
Stay away from the woods. 
Don’t talk to strangers. 

Why?
    What had stolen 
         the joy from simple life?

In time the panic faded. 
Life returned
   only a little less
       carefree,
       safe. 

Years later we learned 
   of children taken,
      horror upon horror. 
Of Brady, full of lies,
   of Hindley staring cold ahead,
and understood a little of
   our parents’ fears. 

ii

The Christian group was fun. 
Prizes given for various games;
a leather-clad Bible my reward
for memorising 66 strange names. 

The leader, with his sleek 2-seater car,
conkers in woods nearby,
girls in the group that caught
my adolescent eye. 

The stories were great:
the broken roof,
the children blessed,
the punning fun
of publicans and paralytics. 

For months we went,
my brother and I,
until the stories grew darker,
and I quaked and sobbed at night
afraid that I was bound for hell. 

My mother wisely 
banned us from the group.